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  His right hand went lower and unbuttoned my jeans. He was busy teasing my nipples when he lowered the zipper on my jeans and pushed them down enough to get his hand inside of them. His hand pushed my panties to the side and started running his fingers through my wet folds.

  When he moved up to my clit I moaned his name, silently begging him not to stop. He moved his lips back up to mine as he entered a finger into me, still massaging the most sensitive part with his thumb. It didn’t take very long before I grabbed his arm and arched my back into him as I came.

  He removed his hand from my panties and rolled off of me. I moved over and laid my head on his chest trying to recover from the powerful orgasm.

  We stayed like that for a while. Andy only moved away for a second while he set the alarm on his phone to make sure he could be home before his parents and then we fell asleep with each other. I should have encouraged him to make it home by his curfew, but I was selfish and wanted to spend the night with him.

  Andy

  The summer went by really quickly. I took a job in construction to make extra money for college and Jackie stayed pretty busy working also. Every free minute we had though, we spent with each other.

  Before everyone started school and moved away Jake threw a huge party out at the lake house. Jackie went with Michelle and Maddy and I spent the beginning of the night hanging out with Jake. I didn’t drink much because I wanted to stay sober to take Jackie home later. I hadn’t been able to be around her much, but I had seen her taking a shot or two throughout the night and hoped she paced herself.

  Jake was in a shitty mood that night and I knew it was because he wanted to be with Maddy, but I didn’t bring it up. I was happy with Jackie and hated seeing my friend so miserable. I also hated that I was partially responsible for it. I left him alone for a little bit when I went to get some water and saw him heading up the stairs with a girl that was in the class below us.

  I watched Maddy looking completely broken, watching him go up the stairs with some random girl and saw her walk out the front door. Jackie was still talking to Michelle in the living room with a drink in her hand and I could see that she felt bad for Maddy, also.

  I went outside to catch Maddy before she left and caught her walking out to her car. I had to try to make it right so I told her that Jake was in love with her and that he was going to tell her that night at the New Year’s Eve party that he wanted to be with her only. I also told her that Jake hadn’t been with anyone but her at the time. I told her everything about the fight between Jake and I and she sadly thanked me and left.

  I wasn’t sure if what I told her had helped anything, but I hated seeing them both so upset when they clearly wanted to be with each other.

  I went back inside and didn’t see Jackie or Michelle anywhere and had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. I looked everywhere for her Jackie and finally found her outside around the bonfire.

  When she saw me she happily wrapped her arms around my neck, “Andy! There you are!”

  I laughed, she was clearly drunk. Jackie was cute when she was drunk, she was always really happy and goofy when she had too much to drink and I couldn’t help the grin on my face, “Yep, here I am. Have a little too much to drink?”

  “Ugh, I got bored waiting for everyone to go away so I could have you all to myself. Michelle and I had a lot of flavored vodka!”

  I shook my head, still smiling. She was being really loud, but no one around us was paying attention.

  She whispered loudly in my ear, “Andy, let’s go find a room.”

  I laughed and shushed her, “How about I take you home instead?”

  She dropped her arms from around my neck and grabbed my hand, “Yes! Even better, my mom won’t be home.”

  She led me out to my car and I opened her door for her, helping her in. She buckled and I got in and started driving back to town. She placed her hand on my thigh and started moving it slowly toward the inside of my leg. I put my hand on hers holding it in place.

  She just grinned, “You’re so hot. And I know you know that already, but I don’t think I tell you enough.”

  I shook my head, “You’re drunk.”

  “I am, but it’s true. You’re like the perfect male specimen.”

  She slurred that last word a little, “Thanks Jackie. You’re pretty perfect yourself.”

  She went on, “Your face is gorgeous, it’s too manly to say its pretty, but it’s pretty. And your body, damn! I swear it’s gotten even better over the summer. And you know my favorite part?”

  I turned a little and looked at her face, while still keeping my eyes on the road. She was wagging her eyebrows at me, “Jackie…”

  “Your dick.” Oh shit, did she just say that? She did and she just kept going, “I mean it’s large, but not scary large and I don’t know why I haven’t had it inside of me yet.”

  I turned onto her street. I needed to get her to bed and to sleep. Even though she was totally drunk and probably wouldn’t remember a damn thing tomorrow I was never going to get that out of my head.

  “Andy, why haven’t we had sex yet?”

  I parked the car in front of her house and turned to her, “We haven’t had sex yet because there is no reason to rush things. We both care about this relationship and don’t want to mess it up.”

  She thought about it for a minute, “Well that’s stupid. I mean I know we are going to be together for a long time. I don’t think there is any reason to wait any more.”

  I shook my head for what felt like the hundredth time that night and got out and helped her to her door. The house was dark so I assumed she was right about her mom not being home. “Where are your keys?”

  She reached into her purse and pulled out her keys. She handed them to me and I unlocked the door. I knew it was probably dangerous to go inside with her, but I couldn’t leave her at the front door so I walked her inside and turned on the light in the living room.“Maybe you should just crash on the couch.”

  She shook her head and grabbed my hand. “No. I need to sleep in my bed and you need to come with me.”

  She pulled me with her as she swayed drunkenly back to her bedroom. We made it to her room and I flicked on her light. I walked over to her bed and turned down the covers. “Okay. Come on. Hop in.”

  She didn’t move and stood by her large dresser. “I have to change.”

  “No. You can sleep in your clothes.”

  She ignored me and lifted her shirt over her head and her jeans off, stumbling when she removed them from her legs. She stood there in her hot pink, matching bra and panties. She was not making it easy.

  I let out a breath and tried to look at the wall behind her instead of her. “Okay, now put something on over that.”

  She walked over to me, “What if this is what I sleep in?”

  I moved my eyes slowly down her body, taking in every inch. God she was sexy, even drunk off her ass. “I don’t think it is.”

  “Okay you’re right.” She moved her hands up to the clasp on her bra and undid it slowly slipping it off.

  “Shit. Jackie. Please put something on.” I hated how pathetic I sounded, but there was no way I was going to take advantage of her drunk.

  I moved over to her dresser and found a large T-shirt. I smiled. It was mine from JV football. She took it when we were hanging out at my house one day. I tossed it to her.

  She slipped it on over her head and fuck if she didn’t look even sexier with it on than she did almost naked.

  “Okay, now get under the covers and go to sleep. I will call you tomorrow.”

  She didn’t move and pushed out her bottom lip, pouting. “Please stay with me. I hate when the house is empty.”

  “Okay. I’ll stay for a little bit.”

  She smiled and got into her bed and under the covers. I walked around to the other side and laid down on top of the covers. She pouted again, “Andy. What are you doing?”

  I smirked over at her. “Being safe.”

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bsp; She climbed out from under her covers and straddled me. “Safe from what?”

  I looked up at her tucking her long her behind her ears so I could see her face, “Safe from making a bad decision.”

  “It wouldn’t be a bad decision. I want you. Don’t you want me?”

  She had to feel how bad I wanted her, my dick was hard as hell beneath her. “Of course I do, but I want you completely sober.”

  She bit her lower lip, thoughtful, “So this is not going to happen tonight?”

  “Nope.”

  She rolled off of me and laid on her back next to me, “Damn, why do you have to be such a good guy now?”

  I rolled onto my side facing her, “Sorry, I blame you. You made me better, although, I wouldn’t have taken advantage of a drunken girl before.”

  “I believe that. I love you, Andy.”

  My eyes bugged out a little when she said that. I had thought about telling her that I loved her so many times over the past few months, but always chickened out.

  She rolled over on her side to face me. “You aren’t going to say anything?”

  I loved Jackie more than I had ever loved anything in my life, but I couldn’t say it then. My voice was quiet, “I’ll tell you what. If you remember that tomorrow, tell me again and I will respond with complete honesty.”

  She grinned at me, “You love me.”

  With that she rolled over onto her back and fell asleep. I got up and found some aspirin put it along with a glass of water on the table next to her bed. I laid back down next to her on the bed with my arm draped over her stomach and fell asleep.

  Chapter 16

  Jackie

  I woke up, lying on my right side, with Andy’s arm draped over me and his body pressed against mine. Not a bad way to wake up except for my head was spinning. I looked at the clock next to my bed and saw it was five in the morning. I also saw Andy had left me some aspirin and water on the bedside table.

  I grinned and sat up slowly to take the aspirin. I couldn’t believe I had so much to drink the night before, but I loved how sweet Andy was with me. My face flushed when I remember how aggressive I was with him. I had wanted him so badly, but he was a total gentleman.

  Andy stirred next to me and pulled me gently down so I was lying next to him again. He grumbled, “It’s not time to be awake yet.”

  “I know, but I’m sober now.”

  He opened his eyes and glanced at me before closing them again, “Good. You have to feel like shit though.”

  I was lying on my back and he was on his stomach with his arm over me. “I feel okay. Andy?”

  “Hmmm?”

  I took a deep breath and let it out slowly before I said quietly, “I still love you.”

  His eyes opened slowly and he grinned over at me, “You remember?”

  “Yeah, unfortunately I remember every bit of our conversation. I meant that though.”

  He rolled over to his side and propped his head up on his hand. “So you didn’t mean the rest?”

  I flushed, “I mean I did, but I can’t believe I said it.”

  He laughed, a sexy, throaty laugh, “I can’t believe some of the stuff that came out of your mouth.”

  I playfully smacked him across the chest, “Andy, last night is off limits. You can never bring it up again.”

  “Yeah I’m not agreeing to that.” His expression turned slightly serious, “I love you too.”

  I let out breath, relieved that he said it back. I rolled and got a pack of mints out of the drawer next to my bed and popped two in my mouth. Andy looked amused, “What are you doing?”

  “I want to kiss you, but I had a shitload of alcohol last night and probably have terrible morning breath.”

  He laughed, “That’s attractive.” He held out his hand for one and I gave him one.

  He sucked on it, “I wouldn’t have cared.”

  I put the mints away and moved so I was lying on top of him. I leaned down and kissed his soft lips, tasting the strong minty flavor. “I don’t want to wait anymore.”

  He laughed and I guess couldn’t resist teasing me, “So what are you saying? You want me to put your favorite body part of mine inside of you?”

  My face was on fire, I couldn’t believe I had said that. I rolled off of him. “Ugh, Andy. That’s it, I changed my mind.”

  I was totally bluffing and he laughed, which made me laugh, “What?”

  “I can’t believe I said that. It’s so embarrassing.”

  He moved so his body was on top of mine now, holding most of his weight on his arms, “Don’t ever be embarrassed with me. It was cute. I’m glad you’re attracted to me because I’m insanely attracted to you.”

  “It was not cute. Thank you though, for being a good guy.”

  “Well you made it really difficult.”

  I chose to ignore that and leaned up to kiss him as I pulled his shirt up, only breaking the kiss to lift it completely off.

  After a few minutes, the sun started to rise and I could see his chiseled torso in the bit of sunlight coming in through the window. His body had a lot of muscle for years, but working in housing construction over the summer had sculpted it even more and there wasn’t an ounce of fat on him. “See. Perfect.”

  My hands went to the button on his jeans and his hand stopped it, “We really don’t have to rush it.”

  “We aren’t. I love you and I know that you aren’t just using me for my body. I trust you completely and I know that you love me too. There isn’t any reason to wait any longer.”

  “You can’t feel up to this.”

  I pulled the shirt he gave me to wear the night before off over my head, leaving me in just my panties. “I really do. I’m more than up to it.”

  He leaned up a little and took in my near naked body with his eyes, “You’re pretty fucking perfect yourself.”

  “My boobs are too small.”

  He looked at me like I was crazy and moved his hand down to gently cup my breasts. “No, they are perfect.” He massaged my nipples slowly with his thumbs and I bit my lower lip. I had never wanted anyone more than I had wanted him.

  He removed his hands and leaned down to suck one nipple in his mouth. A soft moan escaped my mouth. Then he moved his mouth lower, leaving wet kisses as he moved over my stomach, “And your perfect stomach.”

  He stopped at the edge of my panties and slowly lowered them down and I kicked them off of the bed. He reached and grasped by butt with both hands, “And your perfect firm ass.”

  When he said that, his breath hit my aching mound and my body shuddered with need. I looked down and saw his wicked grin, “And my favorite part.”

  My mouth went dry and I swallowed hard. He ran his tongue between my wet folds and I inhaled sharply. I could only manage a breathy, “Andy.”

  He continued exploring me with his tongue and moved it up and over my clit. He circled it slowly, really taking his time. I reached down and ran my fingers through his thick hair.

  He slipped one finger into me as he used his tongue on the most sensitive part of me, and then two. Finally I couldn’t take it anymore and grabbed the sheets on my bed tightly in my fists. I cried out with the most intense orgasm I had ever felt in my life.

  He sat up, grabbed a condom from his wallet, and slipped out of his jeans and underwear. He swiftly put the condom on and positioned himself between my legs. I leaned up to kiss him and moved my hand to guide him inside of me.

  He moved his hips forward and filled me completely. We let out deep moans at the same time and started moving together finding a rhythm with one another. Our movements were frantic and it didn’t take long before my second orgasm hit. I dug my nails into his back and felt his body tense as he came.

  He kissed me on the tip of my nose, “That was amazing.”

  I grinned, “It really was. What the hell were we waiting for?”

  We both laughed and he rolled off of me. He pulled me to him so my head was resting on his shoulder, curled up next to him.<
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  “I love you, Andy.”

  “I love you too, Jackie.”

  “Do I need to set the alarm?”

  He shook his head, “No I did it before I fell asleep the first time.”

  With that we both fell asleep.

  Andy

  Two days later, Jackie move into her dorm with Michelle and I had decided to stay with my parents since the college was in the same town as them. My mom had agreed that since I was eighteen I didn’t need a curfew, but that if I was going to stay out all night I at least needed to let her know so she didn’t worry.

  After that night together Jackie and I couldn’t keep our hands off of each other and although it was tough with her living with Michelle and me living with my parents we took every opportunity we could to be together.

  Maddy went to K-State and it was obvious that Jake missed her.

  The first semester of college was over in a blink of an eye and it was around finals that year that Jake broke the news to me that he was moving to Alaska to work on the pipeline up there. I knew he just couldn’t take being there without Maddy so I didn’t fight him on it. That was the night I finally told him about Jackie and me. He seemed genuinely happy for us and a week later he left to a new life in Alaska.

  The only plus to Jake leaving was he left me a key to the lake house so Jackie and I had somewhere to go, even though Jackie had told Michelle about us not long after that it was really nice to have somewhere to go to be alone.

  I didn’t see Jake until after my first year of college was complete. He flew home for a Fourth of July party that I threw at his lake house. It was really nice having everyone back in the same town. The best part of that night was everyone knew about Jackie and I so I didn’t have to keep my distance from her.

  I held Jackie close to me all night and we hung out as a group for hours. We all went swimming and for the first time in over a year everything felt right again, of course that didn’t last long when Jake left the next day to run back to Alaska.

  Chapter 17

  Jackie